My apologies to Grouser and Keith. I want to apologize for getting "disturbed" and trying to explain this hidden rage mindset in such a way as to maybe insult you two guys. I got a little frustrated, mostly at myself, for not being able to explain it correctly. BY the way, "Bill" was not a pseudo thingy for myself, it is for someone I actually do know and he is super spooky. I ask you(r) forgiveness and this will be my last post as I'm sure I've gotten the mods attention by now. Have a good night's sleep.